" Someone who's ready for the zombie apocalypse but not for the next math test!"
At 10 we used to balance our life like a limerick, silly and playful like a nursery rhyme.
Turning thirteen was a grudge,
Out of all the things that went high and low
Out of all the things that went high and low
, sooner or later did I come to know,
That Innocence was the first to go .
The heavy word jostling came it's way,
It was now that I knew it's no more a child's play.
What mattered now was the fat girl getting skinny
Trying to become an artificial barbie from the so called big large winnie.
, (shoving beneath her the disgrace )
What mattered now was my age had 2 digits instead of just one,
I'm still in dilemma if I'm enjoying or just missing out on all the fun.
What mattered was the magic in the world suddenly went away, for I thought the whole world enjoyed it too, but as I grew I changed my view.
What all I saw was just not true but rather done for money!
What mattered was that our actions no more matched our expectations .
Cuz from day one we're told what's expected from us,
Defining ourselves by grades and nos,
Forever believing that we're not good enough.
What mattered is I have ambitions and dreams, that change the world ,spread positivity .
But I fear soon I have to face this very reality .
Ah teenage, what's the worse to come? , depression .
Depression, dug beneath ourselves or portrayed by some.
Depression. a silent film, A monologue
everything blurry touted suite, just as we see it in the winter fog.
I just think we'll never stop playing the game, that it is a total shame for which we're all to blame, just God knows what we've became, to the world it's all the same, put ourselves in just a frame, a frame with labels.
Labels that judge , labels causing the categorical smudge,
Formed by a society I certainly don't believe in much, oh teenage! I can't forget the fear of bad touch.
Oppressed by problems, overwhelmed by fun,
I'm still afraid and kinda excited ,for there's certainly a lot to come.
Turning thirteen was a grudge,
The story ahead? Is your's to judge.